naughty naughty!

okaaaay, so i MIGHT have stopped by town yesterday on my way to my friends....

and i MIGHT have nipped into office to have a look at their sale....

and therefore, i MIGHT have tried on this lovely pair of.........

....OK STOP. this is silly - i might aswell stop beating around the bush, and 'fess up. Cos i know you know the way this story goes! yes, you clever people....

I BOUGHT NEW SHOOOOOOOOES!!!! 

neeeew shoes, shineeeey shoes... 

oh how i love thee

:-)

I mean it wasnt "pre-meditated" purchasing!!! i just happened to see them, they just happened to be there..... and i was oh so restrained when they were full-priced. so for them to be sitting on the sale rack - in MY SIZE!!! well it was too much for this girl to ignore.... i believe in fate ok and shoe fate is NOT something you can walk away from :p

So now they are home and safely on my feeties having a little play-time. haha. Is it just me, or does anyone else LOVE the way a new pair of shoes makes them feel? i swear im strutting about like a diva over here.... its ridick, im walking around my room for gods sake, who do i think i am?! BEYONCE?!?!?! bahahaha.

prettyprettypretty

Anyways, other than that, its been a pretty low-key weekend with plenty of sleep! (i seriously cannot get enough at the mo!) 

i wish i had a cat the same size as me!!!

After finally reaching the end of my first week back, which was surprisingly not-so-painful, I clearly needed a break! It may have only been a week, but the sudden increase in work-type busy and more activity other than sitting on my tush and taking the occasional walk outside with the dog, yeah... i guess its taken its toll! I woke up at  about 8:30am on sat and then after looking at my clock, decided i could DEFS use another hour or so... and so didnt actually get up till gone 11! ahhh, loveeeeellly sleeep!!! im enjoying the freedom of letting myself snooze these days, im not gonna  go back to dragging myself up and doing an hour of punishing "stretches" like i used to. Instead i slept and dozed and when i turned on the radio, a good song came on... after that there was no keeping me in bed - i was up!!! i leapt up and had me a BOOGIE!!!! seriously, it felt sooooo good! What have i been missing out on!? I dont need to always do "regulated" stretches, i can just loosen up my body by bopping about and throwing my arms around and being silly! it made me wonder why i got so strict and regimented with myself, its BORING!!! its like i cant allow myself to have any fun, cos thats not "allowed" in anorexias world... its all pain and punishment. PAH! i used to be the biggest goofball and man, do i miss that!! 

In the afternoon, I went round to my teacher friends house to meet my two teacher girlies... Now we totally had the intention of us all doing some marking, cos there is SO much to get thru in the first few weeks back.... well, needless to say - THAT didnt happen!! we've hardly seen each other all week and so a girly catch up was inevitable! The books didnt stand a chance when we had gossiping to do :-) And that was pretty much my saturday! i chilled when i got home in the evening and didnt even stress about going to bed late, i waited till i was tired - knowing that i could lie in again the next day!! (which i did..... obvs!) But as i was enjoying dozing again on Sunday morn, i got a text from my friend A! She wanted to know if i wanted to come out with her and her new puppy (she's had all her jabs now, so she can go out for proper "walks" now without being carried, YAY!!!) sadly my little poochums was still with mum in london, so it was a solo dogwalk for me :-( but it was still fun! and her puppy is such a cutie, so it was nice to have a stroll/chat anyways... my GOD is it getting cold again here! but its still bright and crisp, so im not complaining. no nasty wet, soggy/dampness like usual.... altho apparently we have snow on the way next week... uh ohhh!

So now im just finishing up the marking i neglected yesterday and catching up on some blogs... Perfect lazy sunday evening :-) The mumatron should be home in a bit, so hopefully it will be a NICE evening and not a stressy one. Im in a chilled mood so that usually helps! Not that im an angry beeyatch all the time! But when she comes back on a monday im all wired from work and shes got her stuff blocking the front door and everything, so its not so peaceful. (i know i must sound sooo difficult and selfish... im not THAT bad! its just hard when she's away so much and then BAM shes here again in full force and i dont know whats going on! i dunno.. it just confuses my little head sometimes :p)

Back to work tomo and another week of madness im sure! Im trying to take things week by week rather than getting myself overwhelmed planning way in advance and then panicking cos things arent going to plan. Whats the point?! Im just playing it as it comes. Yes i shud probs be super organised, im a teacher after all! but sometimes you've just gotta let things roll.... know what i mean?!

Im jus' Rolling with my Homies...

Awww, clueless is such a great film!

"what-evaaah"

:-)