mc SLAMMER pants

OOPS!! I just realised i forgot to add this little gem to my previous 'spa-day' pictures.... i knew how much you'd appreciate my jazzy fresh style, so heres a little treat for your eyes on a Sunday evening :p

please note the cut-out slippers : always necessary to accommodate a rockin pedi! 

(and i just realised, it matches my tracky bums!)

YUP,  co-ordinating style all the way with me. *ahem* .... not!

Anyways, after planning to do some work this weekend, i can safely say ive already failed miserably on yesterdays count. But i would MAINLY blame that on the after-effects my girls night out on Friday night... cos i didnt flake out! (im sure you're pleased to know) I got myself dressed up and had a blast of a night with my friend and made a new friend too! In the form of her friend, who is lovely! Yipee for new friends!!! We were even chatting about how hard it is to actually make NEW friends these days, cos everyone gets set in their friendship groups from work or school or uni... and then they stick. Its not like when you're young and at school or college, where you meet new people and make new friends practically everyday. Its actually pretty hard!!! So yeah.. that was good - and we had fun :-) It wasnt too crazy, just three girls out on the town having a giggle. but that was EXACTLY what i needed... Altho rolling into bed at god knows when (by i remember checking my phone and it being past 1am when we were leaving town) that was NOT so much what i needed! I stumbled to bed (remembering to takeoff makeup - im a good girl!!) But i didnt sleep well, couldnt settle and despite feeling tired - i was restless all night. Major Bumholes.... So, saturday morning comes around and whats the best cure for a good night outs' consequential bad nights sleep?!? yup... a truly MONSTER lie-in!! in fact id call it more of a "dont-get-up-really-unless-you-count-going-to-the-kitchen-for-food" kinda day. Bahahahahahaha. 

cos beds are the best

Yeah, it was pretty lazy, but it made me feel better physically tho, and thats what counts! (and thank god, i didnt feel that bad about it! which is weird - but ill def take it as GOOD!! maybe this is finally getting easier...? Oh please GOD let it be truuuuue! :p)

So today is the last day before i head back to work and if im honest - im kindof excited for it! Sure im gonna bitch and moan about the early mornings and the mountain of work that i have to do cos i was too busy (lazy) to do it over the break... but i AM looking forwards to getting back into a routine. no more wallowing about and delaying meals cos im not hungry. i know i get hungry at school, i just used to ignore it or be active to distract myself from eating more... well i dont really feel like i need to ignore it anymore. And i dont feel like i have to walk in my breaks all the time either! Ive survived by doing not much walking besides where im going or taking the dog out with mum, so i know i dont HAVE to do it and this time i feel much more confident in my ability to stay in school and get some bloody work done!! There'll be plenty of time to get outside and enjoy the fresh air in the spring/summer when its WARM and ive gained some WEIGHT and its not pissing with RAIN like it does here most days!!!

my outfit from friday night...

the dress and cardy are both from H&M

and the dress is covered in pics of safety pins!

So as i wave goodbye to the holidays and head back to the mayhem and madness that comes with my job. I do it with hope.... and optimism.... and the commitment to putting in some HARD recovery WORK! (cos lets face it, that seems to be the only actual work i do around here!!!) 

wish me luck people!!!

xxx