up one!

I gained a pound!!!

Not that that is a reason to be complacent, cos its only one pound and its also sadly, only gaining back a smidgen of what i lost last week, when i was ill :-(

So i know i promised a post today, but i am KNACKERED! its been a long old hectic day... and i have a challenging evening ahead! (bear with me till i have some free-time tomo?!)

COS tonights a biggie....

When i was in the depths of my nasty sickyness last week, I asked my mum to take me to this pub near where we used to live... All i could think of was the good hearty pub grub that they serve! Which to my very sore and upset tummy, was incentive to get the hell better!

So now im back to my normal eats, the time has come to step up to the plate (haha, see i made a little joke... WHAT a dork i am!) Tonight we're going out and im gonna eat me a pub dinner.

Yeeeeeeeks!!!!

But, i refuse to let any ED freakouts interrupt my night, cos this was MY choice. i am not being forced into it, it has not been sprung on me.... as i booked the table, i felt strangely calm....

...Im actually (kindof) looking forwards to it!

So wish me luck & check back tomo for the (fallout)

i mean update!!

xxx

P.s I wanna say a MASSIVE thankyou people, for all your lovely posts... Really, you guys mean the world to me and i honestly dont know if id be able to do this without your motivation and support. so BIG LOVE to you all :-)