SO professional

Ok, be honest now... is it inappropriate that i have just developed a MAJOR crush on one of the doctors at my surgery?!? Cos i just had an appointment with this new young trainee doctor and i think i might be in love!!

I usually see this old dude, but he's on leave this week so i got sent to see this guy instead and BOY am i glad i did... He was HOT!!!

Despite the fact that i was going there as a patient (and lets not discuss the things that doctors have to talk about at work) we kindof forgot about that and got talking about other things... i dunno, it sounds weird, but im pretty sure we had a "moment"... we just kindof clicked?! GAH i dunno! I feel silly now :p But it was like we just got chatting about his job and how it had brought him to this area, then my job as a teacher and the similarites between how we are both committed to our work and often have to take it home with us and dont get to switch off....

So the convo was flowing.... but then it was like. "OH wait a minute, im here for a prescription...." 

and BUMP - im back to reality. 

It was weird, we were both kindof prolonging the appointment, but dammit - you just dont get that long with them!!! He said that he'd try and get the results back to me personally (even tho they'll probs go to my regular doc) and he double checked my details (address/phone number etc) about five times, so i know he was scouting my deets. But then it was done... what else can you check y'know. I had to go eventually! and so thats it. GONE..... Booooooo :-(

I hope you're not just going "uh-huh... suuuuuure" Cos i swear im not being weird or stalker-ish... i know when a guy "pays attention" if you get my drift. and there WAS chemistry!! beyond the usual patient doctor friendlyness! But then again, theres not much you can do about these things is there. You leave and then you're gone. he's hardly going to look up my details and text me is he? and considering how many patients he see's, he'll probs have forgotten about me by tomo! And then obviously theres the fact that it could be seen as unprofessional AND he's still a trainee... so i doubt he'd take the risk of it backfiring and me reporting him for mal-practice or something! But its a sadface, i guess thats it then... :-(

Still... at least i wont be scared to go back to the doctors now!!!! And i read that they are doing an after-practice yoga class there, so i could always sign up... i mean, if we were to "bump" into each other, that's okay right..?! 

coincidence is a beautiful thing after all

:p