im baaaack!!!

hello my lovely readers, ahhh its good to be home!

Altho it wasnt the warmest of welcomes, not only the COLD.... (believe me its hard to come back to the chilly reality of UK weather when you've been in a bikini for a week!!) But also, some bad news... When we returned to the london flat late lastnight, we were greeted to a smashed in window and a ransacked flat. Gee thanks, some complete B*ST*RDS broke into the flat and robbed us blind. SO not cool. luckily i dont keep a whole load of stuff there anymore, but my sis was in a proper state, shes lost her laptops, which have all her work, photos from the past 6yrs, personal info etc on them. GUTTED, they also took jewellry and electrical goods from around the flat, so we are just going thru the mess and trying to sort out whats missing. not so fun...

Anyway, I thought id better say a quick howdy doo anyway to let you know i AM still alive! and altho there were a few minor hiccups on holiday, i had a FAB time... the sun, the warmth... oh it felt good! i also managed to address a few of my ED fears too :-) which i will divulge in time, along with some pics for you to drool over, seriously... its such a gorgeous country! And the zipwire!!! Now im sure you can wait to see a pic of my flying thru the air 300foot up attached to a wire, am i right?! hehe..

Anyway, back to the nasty task of cleaning up the mess that some faceless intruder left. Its horrible to think that someone has been in your house, going thru your things and rooting about... i had to change all my bedlinen last night, cos i hated the idea that theyd been thru my room and touched all my stuff :-(

So sorry this isnt the joyful, exciting welcome back post id have like to share with you... but that will come, theres lots to tell!!! In the meanwhile, hold tight and bear with me... I have therapy tomo so i will be home then FO SHO (im not missing that appt, i have ALOT to talk to my T about) so hopefully things will be back to slightly more normality then.

Hope you're all doing well and PLEAAASE tell me....

How was YOUR xmas?!?!?

Did you have fun? get lots of pressies? eat lots of yummy food?!

I hope so...

Im gonna have a whole lot of fun reading thru all your blogs when i get home and chill... Is i sad to admit.... Ive missed you guys!!! you've become important to me and i wanna know how you are all doing!

Speak soon and any positive vibes would be much appreciated!!! I keep hoping a little house elf will pop out and clear up all this mess for me :-p

But i will remain positive, just because some sick, evil person decided to take from us during a time that is meant for giving, doesnt mean i will let them take away my festive joy aswell. SCREW the bastards, they're probably very unhappy people. I hope father christmas brought them COAL this year!!

Anyway, back to work... and i did get to chat with a HOT policeman and his butch forensic sidekick lastnight, i felt like someone in CSI!!!

take care peeps and ill be back tomo

(hopefully with better news!)

xxxx