quietness...

Something feels wrong...

but maybe that cos it is WAY too quiet around here!

Yup, the roomie has gone :( Her mum and dad came round late this morning (i say late, i was still in bed... Yaaawns. nothin comes between me and a saturday lie-in!) And after two trips in the mini... (lovelovelove! lush to look at but sadly not that practical to move shizz in!) they finally left at about 3.  I sat around, probably in the way! i needed to nip into town, but didnt want to go out till they'd gone! i wanted to be here when she left... y'know? But yeah. That did mean a whole day pretty much written off which sucks... and i did start to get abit antsy about being stuck inside doing nothing all day... But it was raining and im trying to be less active, so i rolled with it.

It must be the DAY to move out tho, cos im pretty sure the obnoxious noisy neighbours have finally gone too! Well, i dunno if theyve gone fully yet, but it is eerily minus the usual sound of crying babies, crashing objects and screaming curses from next door! Result. In fact..... 

Shhh.....

I can actually hear a bird chirping! 

oh my gaaaaahd!!!

could this mean quiet is the new noisy?!

Anyways, after the roomie + fam left and it stopped raining, i braved a quick jaunt into town to get some melons from the market... two for a paaaahnd love, two for a paaahnd. 

heheheheheheh.

BOSH. i love those market-folk, they are so freaking comical... just they way they yell stuff out, it cracks me up! Theres this one old lady who literally SCREECHES about her 'bowls' (i thought she was saying bowels for ages - i was quite shocked the first few times!!!) But basically, using my secret detective skills... i worked out that she's the mother of the guy who runs the main part of the fruit&veg stall, but since she's gone abit batty - they've shunted her over to the end of the stall, where they give her all the "going-bad" stuff!!! She doesnt seem to mind tho, cos she bungs bits into one of her 'bowls' and sells them off for a pound. Hahaha. Its too cute. And ive gotta say, rummaging around to find what random bits and bobs she's shoved in there is becoming one of my fave pass-times....! 

kiwis, courgettes and a turnip...? why the HECK not?! cos i was all out of those three Oh-So useful things!

So i hit that up, then moseyed home. I tend to avoid town on a saturday - espesh now its getting sunny and the place is generally CRAMMED with people... but i can go a quiet route from my house which means i dont need to go too near to the main high street - which is a relief! (even more so when, if like me, weekends are a chance to go makeup-free and slouched up to the max - yeaaaah boi!)

So here i am... settling in for my first evening hans-solo! I dunno why it feels so empty, cos the roomie went off to her gf's for the weekend all the time and the mumster barely lives here anyways! but something feels more, i dunno. FINAL now. Meh... im just being girly. Bash the tv on and ill be chuckling away to my sad old self in no time! :p (man, that really IS sad isnt it?!)

I did have a brief moment of madness where i thought i might get some work done, but then i felt tired at the mere suggestion and decided itd be far better to do some t'internet surfing instead.... but ALL in the name of research! Cos the roomie made me start a check-list of things to plan (and DO) for travelling... So after emailling sta-travel to inquire about flights and info, i then started filling out my visa application form, but gubbins here forgot to save the info as i went, so it timed-out and i lost everything. SNORE. i couldnt be arsed to start over, so i ditched it and came to blog instead... which im sure you'll agree is a much better use of my time, right?! haha.

But now my belly is getting rumbly. so its dinner-time.... i feel bad that i know i havent eaten enough today, im never as hungry on the weekends cos i wake up later so i dont eat as much as i do on a weekday. BUT, ive managed to be far less active. I still feel guilty on the weekends that im not doing as much as i do during the week... like walking and being busy at work and such. But unless i can fuel myself properly, i cant afford to do it. So i sat on my arse mostly and yknow what, it wasnt TOO painful. i shut up the guilt/lazy feelings with a "not long till summer" reminder :)

It might be shallow, but being able to wear summery clothes without being stared at and whispered about, is a MAJOR incentive!!! (not to mention not being cold, tired and un-enthusiastic about anything) Wow, anorexia is a bitch.

And on that note...

im gonna go shove some food in my face!!!!

have a good weekend everyone!

x