epiphany and flowers

Merrrrrrrrrh, im tired!!!! I cant believe its sunday night, i feel like i need a weekend to recover from my weekend!

It sure has been a crazy one, not that ive done that much, but its been a rollercoaster of travelling and bopping about and seeing new things and realising stuff and being emotional and feeling euphoric and making plans and letting go and.... hmm, well... yeah.... it was kindof alot i guess.

HAHA!

So yeah, ive only just got home after a long journey back on the replacement rail coaches (seriously, rail works on a weekend BLOW, i had to take a total of 6 trains and 2 coaches to get to london and back this weekend! insane...) Anyhoo. It was a blast tho, it was good to spend time with the mumster without the usual stresses of life going on. We went to westfield shopping centre yest afternoon and altho she didnt arrive till an hour later than we planned, it was a good thing - cos i got to look around first before she arrived and inevitably started moaning about how busy it was and how she didnt want to be there too long (which was a total LIE, cos as soon as she got into the shops she liked, she was there for aaaaages!!!)

I didnt really buy much, cos the queues were mental... totally not worth spending an hour standing in line for something i could probs get in town at home. but it was fun to look and i DID get some cool "victorias secrets" pants. yupyup! im now a proper american chick with my fancy underwear! (its not really fancy, but even their cotton basics are super-cute, so im happy!) 

After that i got to check out the new london pad, which mum and the sis only just moved into... and i can safely say: it is SERIOUSLY nice! despite there being a mountain of all mums stock and crap everywhere, i can see that theyve lucked out and its alot nicer than the last place (and much easier to get to - no more schlepping up 3 flights of steep stone warehouse stairs!) plus its a proper house, so it has a homey feel to it... complete with little garden and everything!!! the pooch def approves :-) in fact, i could see myself living there too, perhaps in the future?! the area is so cool... its right in shoreditch so theres plenty of young hipsters about :-p id just have to make peace with the sis, otherwise we'd kill each other within a matter of days....

After getting the "tour", we went out for dinner to this lovely tapas place we like to go to... man the food is soooo good. I love everything on the menu and i filled my boots, literally!!! I got about 6 dishes whereas the mumster got about 3! hahaha, but its all part of the master plan, cos......

I had abit of an "epiphany" moment lastnight 

:-)

Im not gonna go into it right now, cos my heads still abit all over the place... i swear my moods are up and down like a freakin yoyo! but yeah... i feel a good vibe comin my way. could this be karma FINALLY giving me a break?!?! lets hope so!

So today the mumatron headed out super early for her fair and i walked the pooch (who has been poorly, cos people keep feeding her shit at the fairs and so she is getting stomach upsets... these stupid people, they dont realise that you shouldnt feed dogs chips and bits of cake and scraps, she has proper DOG food, leave her alone!!) In fact today when i went to the flower market, some stall holders were giving her chunks of their bacon butties while my back was turned... she obviously was eating it, shes a dog! and when i realised i flipped out. they got all arsey and said "urhh, she likes it!" and i was like "well i dont like cleaning up the sick that she keeps spewing cos people feed her HUMAN JUNKFOOD thats not suitable for dogs!!!!" i walked off, but i could hear them getting huffy about my outburst. but come ON, this is a poor little dog, of course she'll eat it... she doesnt know whats good for her! PHEW. yeah, after all that, i headed home... so who knows why im so tired! maybe my angst released alot of tension or something :p

Anyways, on a happy note! here are the pics i took at the flower market.... 

Its so gorgeous there and i love seeing all the fresh flowers, so i couldnt resist buying a little bunch to leave in the house for my lovely mama to come back to after her hard day at work :-)

Pretty no?!

Well, thats another weekend zipped by, now i have to go get myself sorted for whats gonna be one HELL of a busy week. Im not looking forwards to all the crap i have to do this week, but hey ho... It'll be over soon... And its only technically 5days till next weekend!