check out time

So i had my last day in the unit today!!! 

well, not quite my last day... but my last day for the next two weeks anyways. THEN im just back in for the first week for my review and to check if ive met my target weight and chuh-CHING.. im donezo, released into la community. FREEEEEE! But stop, rewind a min... i shouldnt be thinking too far forwards, i still have a target weight to meet if im gonna be fit to go it on my own and theres still alot of "learning to relax" issues to face in these next two weeks... but that can wait for a hot minute, cos right now the only thing i want to think about is....

AMERICA here i come!!!

i realise that this looks silly, but i wanted to do the red/white/blue

:-p

Soooo, im a little bit excited, can you tell?! haha. well i wont bore you with my yipittyyips just yet, cos i still have friday and saturday to get through first... and altho they are just two measly days. they are two days where i am home alone and also dont have much planned, therefore two days of potential "uh-ohhs". But im feeling positive, i can do this! I am happy in my own company, thats not a problem... i just dont want that to be an excuse for me to not eat at the right times cos i dont feel hungry and there's nobody else to eat with. For the first time since i broke up last week, im flying solo! I could go upto london and do portobello with my mum, or find someone to do something with... but i think i have to face up to this challenge. and its not hard to spend the day by yourself right?! i just have to make sure i occupy myself and have my meal and snacks SET in STONE.

So some possible plans for tomoz: im thinking EITHER go to a coffee shop and get a snack/drink/lunch and do some people watching (sadly the cute coffee guy has left costa's so no eye-candy left there for me :-( boooo!) OR go to the cinema and watch a film by myself (never done this before... but why the hell not?! its not like you talk to the person youre with while youre in there!!) OR just mooch about in town, maybe if its not raining get some lunch and take my book to sit in the park... or LASTLY stay home and start getting stuff prepared for my trip (this could be abit wishy-washy, but probably a practical option since i DO have a few bits & bobs i need to do)

Thoughts??? i guess i could do a mishmash of them all. i dunno! i feel like i need to have clear-cut plans otherwise i tend to get distracted and dont get anything done and then feel bad! GAH!