G'day bloggies!

Hope you're feeling bright and chirpy today.... cos sadly. im not!

Urgh, ive got the lergy :-(

I was up all lastnight blowing what seems like an entire OCEAN out of my nose... i know, its gross. but im sure you've all been there, and its not pretty! I feel abit better today, but the pouring rain outside doesnt help to freshen up the mood.

What do you do on days like these? where nasty weather mimics a bluesy mood?

how do you get out of the slump?!?!

today, im choosing.....

SOFA TIME!!!!

so-far so good :-)

This is a challenge for me, cos im not good at giving myself time to chill out and relax. i feel lazy and unproductive. even working on the comp is easier than just SITTING..... but this weather calls for some cosying up :-)

I currently have the pooch on my lap and all kinds of electrical shenanigans going off. the tv is on, the radio is playing in the background and i have my laptop here too. (its finally working!!! more on that in a min :-p)

So today i have no distractions to keep me from recovery. since i broke up on fri, ive done pretty well.... london over the weekend, bluewater yest... but today, the mumatron is working at her stockroom, and im here, hans solo. Hmmm...

Its cool tho, i can do this! I had a nice lie in to start me off right... it was raining so i only took the pooch out for a quick 20min walk and pee stop (im only supposed to be having 30mins walking a day) so hopefully, if it continues raining like this, i wont want to go out for longer than 10-15 mins later anyway!!!

Now i just have to deal with the eating thing.... I bummed out yesterday. We went to bluewater for my appt with the apple store genius bar (and boy did i find me a genius!) Ahh, what can i say... i love me a boy with skillz :-p

I might have had a little flirt! (ok shameless flirting) which is naughty since i have a boy on the sidelines already... but hey, wheres the harm when it makes you feel abit better about you're sh*tty situation and lack of booty! Its when i feel GOOD that i feel more motivated to get better.... cos it reminds me of the good things life brings, the life where i dont need an ED to help me feel better. screw it. and screw ED!!!!

Annoyingly, this technological love-in didnt stop me from having a mini freakout when we went to pret to get some lunch and the baguette that i had planned on challenging myself with, wasnt there. SOLD OUT. bummmmms. so i had to choose something else... and even tho the other sandwiches were nice looking and nearly all of them were less cals than the baguette id planned for, i was tense and silly. THEN my mum decides she wants a "kids" sandwich...

UH OH!

you can imagine how i reacted to that!!!

I got over it, but it bummed me out that i still get these instant reactions. i ended up getting the crayfish wrap, but it was WAY spicy and cos i hadnt checked the ingredients i didnt realise it had coriander in it, which i detest... Meh. some you win some you lose....

On other notes, heres what i wore!

feeling formal? rock those smart grey/blue tones...

and a comedy shot, cos i love a good "non-pose" too!

So in summary, yest was GOOD (i met an interesting guy and re-discovered some of my sparkle) but also BAD (sandwich fiasco)

which i think is a fair compromise...

Life isnt smooth sailing peeps, you gotta take the rough with the smooth! which is why i intend to pick myself up and carry on...

Another day another dollar, right?!?!

anyways, have a nice midweek wednesday

and speak sooooon

:-)