day 1..

...and not a bad start!!!

I have managed to get my ass into a more suitable gear and i am feeling a whole shedload of betterness today :-)

(thank GOD, it took long enough!!!)

Isnt it funny how something as simple as "eating" can be the hardest thing, yet at the same time also the most rewarding! I have found that by taking baby steps and adding a little bit extra to my meals, i can start to rebuild those steps that i lost during what will henceforth be know as "the blip"...! (or the blip that need not be named, if you want its full & proper name!!!)

So today i regained the "lost" packet of crisps with my lunch. I knew it was something i conquered before, so i knew it WAS achievable, but id let slip during the "BTNNBN" ...so today CRISPS were on the menu!!!

i have to admit, i was a scaredy cat and had to egg myself on to convince myself that it was ME who wanted to have these crisps, that these crisps represented change... since ED was doing a pretty sterling job of trying to convince me otherwise, but guess who won THIS tug of war?!?

Oh YEAH. u guessed it...

twas MOI!!!!

Hang tight for day two.... oh cant u just feel the excitement growing!?!

A demain mes amies

yes... (unlike girls aloud) i CAN speak french!

Its one of the many things you MAY not know about me!!!

I shud really do one of those "10 things you dont know about me" things shudnt i??

wait i think i was actually tagged in one a while ago........

SHOOT, i mustve forgotten to do it!!!

(sorry lovely person who tagged me!)

Im off now.

(otherwise you know ill be rambling forever!)

SEEEEEYA

:-)