PHEW, what a week! exams are over..... not that i was taking any (mwhahahahaha) but i did feel for my pupils, it cant be fun stuck in an exam hall for 5days!
I however, had a very nice relaxed week of not havng to teach but getting to sit and invigilate while reading my book. LOVES IT.
Ooh, i finished My Sisters Keeper by the way!
it was sooo sad, not how i expected it to end, i nearly shed a little tear in the exam hall!!
Anyhoo, back to my week, i saw my therapist for our 1st proper meeting on thurs, and i think it went well... i know its gonna take some getting used to, laying my life and my problems out for a complete stranger! but he seems nice enough, and i certainly dont appear to have any trouble talking about myself for an hour! :-p
We got to talking about families and the effect they can have on your emotions... I have some very complicated family issues going down at the moment (check my previous posts!!) and we talked about how this might be impacting my ED.
Do you find that you're family have a negative impact on your emotions?
How do you keep yourself from slipping back into bad habits?
Im really hoping that this weekend will be an ok one with my sis... she's out today so hopefully wont be back till late, but im not counting on this information for sure, cos if it changes then my anxiety levels shoot up and i get all worried and upset... like last week, i thought she was out for the night and she ended up staying in and making my evening another night of misery :-( However i AM looking forwards to work on sunday, my friend went to have her hair dyed this week and im sooo excited to see whats happened! she originally wanted to go platinum blonde (she has like BLACK hair!) but apparently the hairdresser wouldnt do it, so she's gone dark purple instead. AHAHAHAHA, i cant wait! :-p
Another plus is that i am finally feeling abit more confident with my eating. This week i have got back on track with making sure i have lunch, something that i have a tendency to let slide...due to ED's 'forgetfullness'. Hmm. But im sadly still waiting to sample my first subway sammie! the shop is the other side of town from where i work and i havent had time this week with the exams to venture out into town (a good thing, cos ive had a MAJOR shopping urge this week!) so hopefully next week, one of those badboys will be mine!
Talking of major shopping sprees, i havent been ALL that saintly....
Oh, its just not fair.... i blame the internet!!!! You dont even need to go into a shop to buy lovely things, its just plain dangerous! i seriously need to put my cards in the freezer like isla fisher in the shopaholic film! Anyone seen that film?? i preferred the books, but meh. i'll still watch a chick flick about shopping anyday :-p
Anyway, i usually treat myself to ONE thing from the kate moss for topshop collections (and one thing only, my bank balance hates me enough right now!) Now last time she had stuff out, i was sorely disappointed, it was all pretty blah... but the spring/summer stuff is always better, nice summer dresses etc... and this time was no exception! As much as i luuurve her long maxi dresses (so vintage-esque) i already have alot of the real vintage deal, courtesy of my lovely mommydearest and her vintage business. Soo, i opted for this cute little leaf print dress, cos i love the colour!
Cant wait till ive gained enough weight to wear it without worrying about my twig arms tho!!!
happy weekend lovelies
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