thankyou mr bank holiday!

I woke up this morning at 6am (stupid usual monday morning routine!) but then i remembered its a bank holiday and i chuckled to myself... yes, i actually chuckled! but it might have been muffled by my duvet... as i snuggled back down and slept for another 3 hours!!!

Now thats what im talkin about. who doesnt love a good duvet day?! :-)

Did anyone else get some quality duvet time this morn?!?

i hope so :-)

My weekend has been nice and chilled so far. i had a good day at work yest, seeing my sunday girlies and generally not doing ANY work but catching up on some well-deserved gossip instead! i drove up in my car, but im so not used to driving as i usually get a lift up withe mum...

i actually started to drift off into my imagination as i was going along and had to snap back to reality.... hello mr steering wheel, remember me?!? This was a good excuse to put my music on loud and blast some chooons (to cover my singing) and that got me there safely if with a few interesting stares from other drivers :-p

I have been thinking more about driving, whether its safe to do so at this weight etc... i never thought about it before, but upon realising that you have to be of a certain BMI to be able to drive, ive started to think about all those hidden dangers that you might not associate with being underweight. I dont want to lose my right to drive, but i could... i could also be told not to work until i reach a safer weight... this stuff freaks me out. i mean, these are serious consequences, and all of which have been caused by my ED. more reason to get healthy i say!! 

"Learn from Yesterday, Live for Today, Hope for Tomorrow...." 

(Albert Einstein)

So, today im going to make the most of my extended 'day of rest'... im gonna paint my nails, watch a dvd and generally chillax. ahh if only i had josh hartnett on call to come and give me a massage, now THAT would truly make my day perfect :-)

Hope you're all having a relaxing bank holiday too and just think, its the start of summer soon!

What are you're hopes and plans for this summer?

I hope to feel comfortable in my own skin...

Lately ive found myself feeling naked when ive had to take off some of my big heavy winter clothes. i dont feel ready to show myself as i am, im TOO THIN... By the summer i hope that by having regained some weight, ill have also regained some of my confidence :-)

As for plans...  To be able to wear my denim cutoff shorts with pride (and some booty!)

xXx

Oh, and P.S: i want 2 thank everyone for posting their replies to my questionnaire. it was fun to see what you put!