Im in a better mood this week, a certain person has decided that they dont want to be cut out of my life after all, despite me now always being able to give them what they want.... but YAY! contact is restored... (watch this space!)
Other than this its been a tough old week. School started up again after the half term break, and what better ay to ease ur way back in, but to have OFSTED come in for an inspection. Gee, thanks. saying that it really wasnt so bad... they were only in for 2days and it was more of a pastoral checkup this time, then they come back in a month to check on the educating side of things. i BET they end up coming back the week im giving my yr 11s their gcse practical exam. that'd just be too typical!
Sooo, i did all that preparation for nothing! (not that i did ALL that much, hehe) but those early mornings did take a bit of getting used to again. its weird, you have ONE WEEK of lie-ins and suddenly ur body decides it quite likes getting to sleep till noon and doesnt ant to swap back to the old getting up at 6am lark, can you blame it?!
Mum gave me a lift in on monday, so i didnt have my usual walk in. I didnt even feel too bad about it either. usually i like to know ive had my morning wake me up workout, but i still walked home after i took my after school art club so i got some excercise in.
It really clears my head when i walk, i could walk for miles and miles (as ong as its not raining-grr) but i shud probably cut down on it since im not having much luck with putting on weight. I KNOW i need to gain, but its still so hard. im stuck in my habits and altho i definitly want to change and get back to a normal weight so people stop looking at me like im sick... ive given myself the goal of (hopefully) going skiing in easter if ive gained weight, but right now i dont think its very likely.... :-(
Ive been thinking alot about how i eat when im with other people vs by myself. A fellow blogger has inspired me to start taking photos of everything i eat and then checking it off with someone at the end of the day to make sure i get enough to put on some weight. It too easy to convince myself that im getting enough when im clearly not.
Oh dear, this post started off upbeat and has now turned somewhat depressing. I think i better stop before i bore the computer into sleep mode!
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