With Eyes Closed I Look Closer: and then....

Yup... then there was MORE!!!

Hahaha - And you thought this girl had run out of photos. Well have no fear lovely readers... cos there are ALWAYS more pictures. Im in Australia for freaks sake - i am literally the epitome of tourist photo groupie love. This is why i literally would marry my iphone (if i were a technical device and not a human girl who needs love and affection and a hot surfer man in my life....) cos it has everything i need! For example...

it has GPS - for when im wandering around completely lost!

it has call/texting -for when i want to meet someone or ask someone to come find me when im lost!

it has an ace camera - for my photographic needs and for proof of where i am when im lost!

(ok, so ill stop with the getting lost... cos actually, i havent really gotten lost at all - i almost feel like im a proper sydney-er now! in fact, to further establish this fact... someone asked ME for directions the other day. ME!!! i was sooo chuffed. i replied in my best aussie accent and everything!)

Ummm, so now i cant remember what i was babbling about. oh yeah, iphones. theyre great arent they?! ...BUT they cant buy you dinner or tell you you look pretty (and siri is NOT the same thing as a hot human surfer dude so lets not even go there....) This is stupid, cos im not gonna marry my iphone, clearly and now im miffed cos i dont even have a hot surfer dude yet EITHER. Ah well, i DO love sydney tho - so at least theres that! :)

So was that the weirdest intro to a post ever?!?! perhaps. but lets face it - youve probs come to expect that from me by now :p

Anyhoooo. here are some more pics from my sydney-living... im trying to snap alot as it looks like i'll be moving on pretty soon. Ive had a friendly nudge from my old nanny & good friend (the only person i knew when i got here) and she has (kindly, but firmly!) reminded me that im not here to just sit about and do the things i could do back home, im here to LIVE, not to exist... so the fact that ive probably allowed myself to get back into another comfortable rut, albeit in a totally different country, is not helping me to recover in a full and complete way. Im still challenging things, but its a quasi challenge, cos im still living in my comfort zone, doing things my way and letting ED have its sneaky way with certain things... i AM pushing myself more and more each day, but thats not really cutting it when im not facing all of my fears and anxieties - which i need to do. Shit, thats what i CAME here to do! SOOOO, since the owners of the place im living want to redecorate anyways - now is a good chance to jump ship and move on. Scareeeeey!!! Ive been thinking im possibly getting abit bored where i am anyways - its not all that exciting working in a cafe all day (espesh when you dont drink coffee!!!) So the plan im forming at the moment, is to move to melbourne - check out the scene there and see what happens after that! I have a friend from school who lives near the city so i thought i might go crash with her for a few weeks and catch up old times :) then fingers crossed the mothership is going to get her FLAKEY ass in gear and actually book her flights out to see me. WHO knows... she is so unreliable its insane.

So thats a little update from my upside down end of the world! Hope you guys are doing well out there in the blogisphere (and the real world, obvs!) and i hope you like the pics :)